I went to see New Moon on Saturday the twenty first and I literally felt like I was going to throw up. God, I hated Twilight, even though I was an ex-twi-hard. But then, after seeing it (with my mom was hates twilight and was just making fun of it the entire time) I hated it. I even wrote an article for our school newspaper, just tearing it to pieces. It was horrible.

But then, over the Thanksgiving break, Natalie came over and we went to go see it together. And it was different. Why? It was the exact same movie with the same, horrible performances and yet, I still loved it.
OHMYGOSH I'm going crazy now too. I got the sheet music for The Meadow from the movie and I'm currently teaching myself to play it on the piano, I have a new moon wallpaper on my mac, and I've been listening to the score and soundtrack non stop.Oh noes! I hope I won't fall into my old twihard ways!

But you know what, I don't think I will because now that I know how bad Twilight actually is, I think it'll become more of a guilty pleasure more than anything.

xoxo,
Stephanie

ohmygosh. for the past two weeks, the only thing i've been listening to (other than demi lovato's new album which is utterly awesome i might add) is a very potter musical which has basically become my life. seriously. i have been watching this musical over and over and over. it's not even funny anymore. it's crazy how much i love it because obviously it's
totally awesome

THIS TOOK ME LIKE THREE HOURS.

List your 12 favorite characters. NO PEEKING.
1. Ron Weasley
2. Hermione Granger
3. Harry Potter
4. Fred & George Weasley
5. Luna Lovegood
6. Neville Longbottom
7. Ginny Weasley
8. Tonks!
9. James Potter
10. Snape
11. Tom Riddle
12. Sirius Black

1) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?: ohmygod. disturbing!

2) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?: hells yeah! Twins? double the pleasure.

3) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?: eww. wouldn't the baby be like, deformed?

4) Do you recall any fics about Nine?: James Potter is in every fanfic.

5) Would Two and Six make a good couple?: they would be adorable!

6) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?: five and ten ftw!

7) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?: She would totally go and tell Ron.

8) Make up a summary of a Three/Ten Fanfic.: AW SHUCKS. I have writers block! But how many Harry/Snape fanfics can you come by? millions!

9) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff?: probably.

10) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.: The Scarlet Grim, idk.

11) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to de-flower One?: Brothery Love.

12) Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?: Pshhh, yeah.

13) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?: naw.

14) Would anyone on your friends list write Two/Four/Five?: not really.

15) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?: LaLa Land by Demi Lovato

16) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?: Probably T, Snape and Neville is HOT.

List the books in order from your favorite to your least favorite.
1. Half Blood Prince
2. Goblet of Fire
3. Deathly Hallows
4. Order of the Phoenix
5. Chamber of Secrets
6. Philosopher's Stone
7. Prisoner of Azkaban

List the movies in order from your favorite to your least favorite.
1. Half Blood Prince
2. Prisoner of Azkaban
3. Chamber of Secrets
4. Philosopher's Stone
5. Goblet of Fire
6. Order of the Phoenix

Favorite chapter from your favorite book? Felix Felicis

Top 5 favorite characters?
1. Ron Weasley
2. Hermione Granger
3. Harry Potter
4. Fred & George
5. Luna Lovegood

Five least favorite characters?
1. Dumbledore
2. Sirius Black
3. Wormtail
4. Lavender Brown
5. Cho Chang

Favorite member of the Golden Trio?: Ron Weasley!
Favorite family?: The Weasley's
Favorite antagonist?: Tom Riddle
Favorite Death Eater?: Lucius Malfoy

Three favorite spells?
1. Accio!
2. Wingardium Leviosa!
3. Avada Kedavra!

Three favorite potions?
1. Felix Felicis
2. Amortentia
3. Polyjuice

Five favorite quotes:
1. "THERE'S NO NEED TO CALL ME SIR PROFESSOR"
2. "YOU'LL ALWAYS BE ICKLE DIDDYKINS TO ME"
3. "CAN I HAVE A LOOK AT URANUS TO LAVENDER?"
4. "YOU CAN'T GIVE A DEMENTOR THE GOOD OL' ONE TWO!"
5. "THIS IS NIGHT DIDDYKINS. THAT'S WHEN IT GOES ALL DARK LIKE THIS."

Favorite non-Hogwarts magical building? Privet Drive
Favorite Diagon Alley shop? Ollivander's
Favorite Hogsmeade Shop? Zonko's!
Favorite Unforgivable Curse? Avada Kedavra
Favorite mode of wizard transportation? broomstick
Favorite Weasley?Ron
Favorite Order Member?Tonks
Favorite DA Member?Luna Lovegood
Favorite pet?Hedwig
Favorite Hogwarts room? Room of Requirement
Favorite Hogwarts professor?Professor McGonagall
Favorite non-human Hogwarts resident?Peeves!
Favorite Tri-Wizard Champion?Harry Potter
Favorite house elf?Dobby
Favorite wizard sweet?Bertie Botts Every Flavor Beans
Favorite couple?Ron/Hermione

Biggest surprise of the series?Harry kind of sort of dying
Biggest letdown of the series? none really :)
One character you wish lived?Fred
Moment that will always make you cry? when Harry walks into the forbidden forest and sees his family with the help of the resurrection stone.
Your Patronus would be______?an owl
Three things Amortentia would smell like to you: a brand new pack of paper, the morning air, laundry detergent
You would use Felix Felicis to______? when i take my OGT
Job you would most like to try? professional quidittch player
Ron/Hermione or Harry/Hermione?Ron/Hermione. They were complete opposites and totally destined to be together.
James/Lily or Snape/Lily? James/Lily. They way they bickered (in a way that reminded me of Ron/Hermione) was insanely hot.
Do you think Harry Potter is better than Twilight?OMG. THAT ISN'T EVEN A QUESTION.
Are you going to go see the Half Blood Prince in theaters?I have. Three times.
Do you own the books/movies? Every single one.
Have you ever played any of the video games? i beat the Half Blood Prince video game about three weeks ago.
Don't they kind of suck? not really. i like them.
Do you think it would be cool to have a pet owl? yeah! except you'd have to scoop up their poop.
How about a rat? eww.
Have you ever listened to the soundtrack?i own all of them.
Which house would you want to be in? i've been being sorted into ravenclaw lately. but i was a slytherin.
Do you like Draco? YES!
Would you ever enter the Triwizard tournament? hell no
Would you keep your money in Gringotts? mhmm.
What class would be your favorite? Potions most def.
Do you think you would enjoy being a witch/wizard? of course. it would defidently be a major blessing.

Actor most like the book character: Rupert Grint. He is amazing.

Actor least like the book character: Emma Watson. She's so... bleh. Oh. AND HER HAIR ISN'T EVEN FRIZZY!

Favorite movie set: Dumbledore's office

5 Favorite Lines from the Movies:
1. "SIRRRRRR"
2. "RONALD WEASLEY! HOW DARE YOU STEAL THAT CAR!"
3. "SO, DID YOU AND GINNY DO IT?"
4. "DON'T FORGET THE PINCHERS."
5. "I DO LOVE KNITTING PATTERNS"

Favorite movie scene: Harry on Felix Felicis in HBP

Favorite scene in the movies not included in the books: Harry flirting with the random black chick. That was so cute!

Scene you were most disappointed didn't make it into the movie: Nearly Headless Nick's Death Day Party

EITHER/OR

Floo powder or broom: Broom
Bernie Bott's Every Flavor Beans or Chocolate Frogs: Bertie Bott's
Death Eaters or Dumbledore's Army: DA
Fred or George: Fred
CAPSLOCK HARRY or Emo!Harry: CAPSLOCK HARRY
The Ministry of Magic or Gringotts: Ministry of Magic
Sirius or Lupin: Lupin
Occlumency or Legilimency: Legilimency
Animagus or Metamorphagus: Metamorphagus
Mermish or Parselmouth: Parselmouth
Draco or Lucius: Draco
Peter Pettigrew or Mundungus Fletcher: Fletcher
Whomping Willow or Flying Ford Anglia: Flying Ford
Invisibility cloak or Pensieve: The Cloak
Grimmauld Place or The Burrow: The Burrow
Werewolf or Inferi: Werewolf
Herbology or Care of Magical Creatures: Herbology
Professor Binns or Professor Umbridge: Binns
Yule Ball or Quidditch Championship: Yule Ball
Peeves or Nearly Headless Nick: Nearly Headless Nick
Hippogriff or Thestrals: Hippogriff
Durmstrang or Beaubaxtons: Beabaxtons
S.P.E.W or the Inquisitorial Squad: S.P.E.W
Three Broomsticks or The Leaky Cauldron: Three Broomsticks
Portkey or Apparation: Apparation Apparation

I saw Half Blood Prince on Friday, and it was seriously the best Harry Potter film out of all of them. It was equally funny, and serious, and the best adaptation of it's companion novel. It was also incredibly visually stunning, the editing had a sort of foggy, misty look to it and beautiful vibrant colors.
I loved the whole inky effect everything had, and the young Tom Riddles were just as frightening as they were in the book (teenage Riddle was oddly hot too). Rupert was adorable especially when drunk on love potion. Emma Watson's eyebrows only moved when absolute necessary, and even though Bonnie Wright was stunning, her awkward bending down in a bathrobe to tie Harry's shoe was lame and stupid. Not to mention her bad acting.
i really don't have to much to complain about, it was my favorite book, and most def my favorite movie :)
And ohmygosh did I want to bone DanRad at any moment.
On July 31, I'm going with Natalie to see it again. Oh my gosh, I feel like I might explode.

But not to mention, Harry on Felix Felicis will forever be DanRad's shining moment as an actor.

I'm trying not to watch all of these new Half Blood Prince clips, but I don't think I going to make it. I feel like I'm going to explode! Seriously, I'm already like,

Is it the July fifteenth yet?

Happy Fourth of July, my fellow Americans! But if you're not American... Happy fourth of July! (It's just you don't have any reason to celebrate.) Today, I did nothing. I sat at home, watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on HBO, fangirled when an HBO First Look of Half Blood Prince came on, ate ribs and mac and cheese that my mom and aunt made, and I continued write din my old Harry Potter fanfic. We never really do anything for holidays now that I think of it. And to be perfectly honest, I'm alright with that. I like not doing anything.
Because I'm bored, here's some of my fanfic I'm writing, I'm thinking of calling it, "In the Name of the Son."

The tall raven-haired man quickly recollected himself, and he stumbled over to the door and knocked on it.
He threw his cigarette on the ground and stomped on it. Yanked out his wand he pointed it at the plump roll of paper and lightly murmured, “Evapro.” From the tip of his wand extended a light blue vapor that smacked the cigarettes bud. The bud went from deep royal blue, to a fair shade of turquoise before suddenly, and quietly vanishing. He knew how much Hermione hated litter.
The door swung open to reveal a tiny scarlet haired girl with bright pink cheeks. She was still dressed in her bright violet princess nightgown. Her eyes brightened as she saw who it was, “Uncle Harry!” she spun on her heel as she screamed into the hall, “Mummy! Daddy! Uncle Harry is here!” she bounced up into his arms and gave him a huge kiss on the cheek.
“Hey there baby girl!” Harry smiled hugging her, “have you been a good girl?”
Rose nodded, throwing her arm around his neck, “of course Uncle Harry, of course!”

Oh, and I don't know why, but when I wrote this, the entire time I had Daddy!Sylar in mind.

I am tired. I have been stuck in the house all week because everyone else went to Houston. But whatever, I don't care. I don't need anything to do. I'm getting paid now! Like, real checks. But then again, I have worked over 1,500 hours. I went to the Civil Right Game, and it was fun (I got paid to be there). I may work Free Friday too. But I'm sick of all of my friends complaining about not having a job, because, if they had been watching the news, they would know that they wouldn't be hired anywhere. At least not in this economy. Then, all year, I had been telling them that they can apply for a job at the Museum Center. And they were all bitching about, "I don't want to go all summer without a money! That's stupid." I'm like, "It's not as if you're going to get paid anywhere else anyway. Just try out the program. It only takes a summer to get 250 hours to get all your volunteering hours. Then you can apply for a job. It's not as if you're going to be doing anything meaningful other than hauling your butt around Downtown, and Kenwood and Clifton with no money. Why not work somewhere where you'll learn something other than cutting up bread for Subway?" But then again, I don't know what I'm talking about. I mean, I don't really care. I'm already getting paid.

I've been watching every episode of Heroes, and I htink that it's getting to my head.



So, I had a dream last night. Sylar had kidnapped me, my mom and my aunt. He tortured us for a while, and tied us up. But after a while, he got bored and just shot my mom and aunt. Then, he untied me, and turned around to face the wall on the other side of the room. I got up and stared at him. He was whispering some really weird stuff under his breath. So I slyly walked up to him. I had come up with the conclusion that if I seduced him, he would not kill me. He turned around and ran his fingers through his hair. He got close to me, his chest pressed to mine, his hips brushing mine. We stared at each other for a while, he was runnign his fingers down my arms and caressing my face with his lips. Caught up in the moment, I whispered something else to him. Then, after kissing me, he looked down at me and said, "I know what you're doing." I got all scared and shook my head, but suddenly I must have gotten numb tongue. "You're trying to seduce me." I was so shocked, I couldn't even move. Then, he whispered slowly in my ear, "It's not going to work." Magically I had gained the ability to talk again, "why?" I asked. He chuckled, kissing me softly on the lips, "Because I lost my genitals in a chain saw accident years ago!" And he qucikly lashed out a knife.

WTFWTFWTF? LITERALLY, I'M RACKING MY MIND FOR A REASON WHY MY MAIND COULD CREATE SOMETHING SO RANDOM. LITTERLY, I'M LIKE,

IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. I'VE BEEN WATCHING HEROES FOR 3 STRAIGHT DAYS AND ZQ HAS BEEN INFILTRATING MY MIND.

Star Trek on Saturday. and I am just like obsessed. I have always liked Star Trek, my parents were big, hardcore Trekkies, but my God, that movie was fantastic. I think I liked it so much, because it seemed to directed to people of the 21st century. Yes, yes, the old ones were great (not to mention next generation and deep space nine) but to see all these effects and everything, it opened the fandom up to me where it's not like, I 'm goign to go see this geeky movie with my mom anymore. Oh, and Zachary Quinto and Chris Pine were pretty delicious too.

Because they happen to make me feel naughty and want to do very un-christian things to both of them:


and for some hot spock/kirk eyefucking:

TODAY, AT SCHOOL, FEZ HAD A SHADOW, WHO, FOR SOME STRANGE REASON, LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE HARRY POTTER. HE HAD THE GLASSES, FACE, BUILD, EVERYTHING. AND THEN, LATER THAT DAY AT LUNCH, WHILE RANNIE AND I WERE WATCHING HARRY POTTER ON MY IPOD, GABRIELLE TOLD US THAT HIS NAME WAS DANIEL.
ITHINK THAT IT'S A SIGN. MAYBE, I MEANT TO BE OBSESSED WITH HARRY POTTER.I DONT THINK THAT THE FACT THAT I REALLY LOVE HARRY POTTER IS A MISTAKE. IT'S DESTINY. MY MIND IS TOO BUSY BEING BLOWN RIGHT NOW TO COMPREHEND ANYTHING.

AND JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE MOST ADORABLE .GIF I'VE SEEN IN A WHILE AND IT MAKES ME FEEL ALL WARM AND FUZZY INSIDE:

SO I DID MY DRAMA NIGHT, AND I DID REALLY GOOD. MY MOM WAS TELLING ME THAT SOME TALENT SCOUTS WERE SITTING IN FRONT OF HER AND THAT HER CHILD WAS BOUND TO BE A STAR, BUT TURNS OUT THAT THAT WAS JUST DANIEL'S PARENTS.
SO WHATE LESE HAPPENED TODAY?... I WENT TO SENIOR SHOWCASE! IT WAS REALLY GOOD, IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I WAS EVER ALOWED TO GO TO SENIOR SHOWCASE AND IT WAS PRETTY RAD.(THERE I GO AGAIN)THERE WAS SINGING AND DANCING AND KIDS WERE PLAYING PIANO'S AND GUTAIRS, IT WAS JUST INSANE. I LOVE THAT GO TO A PERFORMING ARTS SCHOOL :)
I WAS SITTING NEXT TO NATALIE AND MAGGIE. WHICH WAS OKAY WITH ME. THE ONLY PROBLEM WAS, THTA I THOUGHT IT WAS PRETTY RUDE FOR MAGGIE TO GET UP AND LEAVE AT THE END WHEN THE VISUAL ARTS STUDENT'S SHOWED THEIR WORK. IT'S LIKE, "OKAY, JUST BECAUSE THEY PERFOMRANCE ISN'T AS HYPED UP AND EXCITING AS EVERYONE ELSE'S, DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO WALK OUT ON THEM." :(
SO, IT WAS WARM, AND I WORE MY VAMPIRE SHIRT. YOU KNOW? I HAVE DISCOVERED THAT TWILIGHT ISN'T THAT COOL. I USED TO BE SO SERIOUS BUSINESS, BUT NOW THAT I HAVE DISCOVERED THE FACT THAT SMEYER DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO DESCRIBE ANYONE BUT EDWARD AND BELLA, I HAVE LOST INTREST. I MEAN, EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST A NAME, VOICE AND ONE IMPORTANT CHARACTER TRAIT. I WENT THROUGH MY COPIES OF TWILIGHT NEW MOON ETC... AND THEY ARE LITTERLY, 500 PAGES OF NOTHING. NOTHING. WTH? I COULD SKIP EVERY BOOK AFTER NEW MOON. AND BASICALLY KNOW EVERYTHING. IT'S RIDICULOUS! REALLY SMEYER? THIS IS WHAT THEY ARE CALLING THE NEXT HARRY POTTER? HARRY POTTER ACTUALLY HAD DEPTH, SMEYER. WE ACTUALY SAW THOSE CHARACTERS GROW, AND CHANGE. WE JUST DIDN'T HAVE DESCRIPTIONS LIKE, "HE HAD FLOWING BLACK HAIR, AND BRIGHT LUMINOUS GREEN EYES THAT SPARKLED, LIKE MILLIONS OF TINY EMERALDS EMBEDDED ON THE SURFACE OF HIS EYEBALLS" REALLY? SMEYER DO YOU WORSHIP YOUR THESAURUS? BECAUSE, AS A WRITER, DON'T JUST TRY TO HIDE THE FACT THAT YOU CAN'T WRITE BY USING FANCY-SCHMANCY ADJETIVES. BUT MAYBE WORDS THAT WOULD ACTUALLY HAVE DEPTH AND MEANING AND SOMETHING OTHER THAN DAZZLE. REALLY? SMEYER? REALLY? (THIS HAS BEEN REALLY?!? WITH STEPHANIE GAIL)
SO, BESIDES MY RANT, ALL DAY, I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW THIS POSE ON THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE POSTER CAN HAPPEN. I MEAN, HE'S TWISTED ALL THE WAY AROUND, HIS NECK IS REALLT WEIRD, AND HIS ARM IS LIKE, CROSSING HIS BODY, BUT NOT ALL OVER HIS FACE. SO I TRIED TO DO IT, BUT I FAILED. AND I'M LIKE, MAYBE IT WON'T WORK FOR ME BECAUSE I'M A GIRL AN DI HAVE BOOBS. BUT THEN I TRIED IT OUT WITH DANTE (WHO CATCHES THE 47 WITH ME) AND HE COULDN'T DO IT EITHER. SO I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT BECAUSE DANRAD IS REALLY AHORT, HE CAN GET AWAY WITH LOOKING REALLY FIERCE, ADORABLE, UNCOMFORTABLE AND MAGICAL ALL AT THE SAME TIME. BUT SERIOUSLY, I WANT YOU GUYS TO TRY THIS, HERE'S THE LINK TO THE PICTURE. FOR REAL GUYS CLICK THIS AND TRY IT. OH NO, SCRATCH THAT LAST. IT MAKES SENSE, AND IT'S NOT DIFFICULT. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. NEVERMIND.

OH SNAP MY GUTS ARE EXPLODING!
MUGGLENET JUST TOLD ME THAT THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE SCORE IS GOING TO BE RELEASED ON JULY SEVENTH!
AND JUST BECAUSE HIS JAW IS SO DELICIOUS IN THIS PICTURE, I SHALL END ON THIS NOTE:

SO IM NOT GOING TO HOUSTON, OR CHICAGO OR DISNEYWORLD THIS SUMMER. YAY. ONLY THING I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IS HARRY POTTER. WHICH IS PRETTY FUN :) MY MOM WONT LET ME GO TO AZKATRAZ EITHER. AND IM JUST LIKE, WHATEVER. I NEED A SUMEMR WITHOUT ANYTHING BUT THE MUSEUM CENTER EVERY DAY ANYWAY. I MEAN, HALF OF MY FRIENDS DONT EVEN HAVE JOBS AND ARE GOING TO DO NOTHING ALL SUMMER, AND AT LEAST I'VE GOT A JOB RIGHT?
WELL, NEXT YEAR (WELL, AT LEAST THIS FALL) MY MOM IS GOING TO BE WOKING FULL TIME WITH BRANDON. WHICH MEANS SHE'LL BE MAKING MORE MONEY THAN SHE IS RIGHT NOW. I'M PRETTY EXCITED ABOUT THIS, BECAUSE OF THE TRIPS SHE SAID THAT SHE IS GOING TO TAKE US ON. THE HARRY POTTER PARK IS SUPPOSE TO OPEN SOON, AND SHE SAID THAT SHE COULD MOST LIKELY TAKE ME THERE AND DISNEY WORLD NEXT YEAR! I HOPE THAT I DONT SOUND LIKE A BRAT, BUT THAT MAKES ME EXTREMELY HAPPY :)
OH, AND EACH AND EVERYDAY I AM GROWING MORE AND MORE ATTRACTED TO DANRAD. I TOLD RANNIE AND MY MOM THAT I WAS TRYING HARD NOT TO, BUT IT'S LIKE A NATURAL INSTINCT FOR ME TO LIKE HIM. IT'S LIKE, I'VE BEEN LIKING HIM SINCE THE FIRST GRADE! SO I'M NOT GOING TO TRY ANYMORE. I'M JUST GOING TO START ADMITTING IT. BECAUSE DENYING IT IS TAKING UP TOO MUCH ENERGY.
OH, AND I HAVE A DRAMA NIGHT TOMMOROW. I'M DOING MY SCENE WITH MITCH AND MY ALCOHOLICS ANOYNOMOUS MONOLOGUE. YAY. ISN'T THAT EXCITING? IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE SUNNY TOMMOROW, AND I'M GOING TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL AND CHILL WITH MY FRIENDS FOR A WHILE, AND MAYBE CATCH A BITE TO EAT. I'LL TAKE MY CAMERA AND SEE IF WE CAN GET SOME RAD PICTURES.
OH CRAP. DID I JUST SAY RAD?
SEE! HE IS TAKING OVER MY MIND!

JIZZING IN MY PANTS

LOOKS FAMILIAR?

SORRY, BUT DANRAD'S LOOKING PRETTY DAMN FIOOOONE.

Today, out of pure boredom, I re-did my profile. I'm not to sure who made it though. And now I feel bad about taking someones stuff and not crediting them :( But I made all of the icons at the top of my page :)
I feel better, and I am not going to the Masquerade Ball at school. I decided not to because I have to work on Sunday. And I may have stayed out to late. Was that smart? I think i made a very respnsible desicion :)
Ohh. And my facebook finally changed. And everyone was complaining about it. And it was sort of annoying me.
i did really good in Algebra today too. We were talking about functions and other crazy crap, and today, the numbers and letters, actually made sense it made me really happy. Maybe it''s because I've been doing my homework all this week...
In history, we've been watching the Pianist. The movie staring Adrian Brody about a man in the Haulocost. I have seen it before, but I was like seven or ten when I first saw it. And I'm seriously have had my mind blown like a thousand times whilst (whoo. did I just say whilst?) watching it. It's violent, and bloody and horrible how those Germans treated the Jews. It kills me to think that someone could hate someone else that much. :(

Right now, Chelsea Lately is on, and it's a repeat. That pisses me off a little.

i've been sick the past few days. itchy throat and clogged up nose. and all i've had to do is waste my life ontd_twat and achieve nothing. i've missed school fir two days and i'm really hungry right now. and i think i'm about to sneeze.

my best friend for the past four days

My Political Views
I am a center-left moderate social libertarian
Left: 2.24, Libertarian: 1.32

Political Spectrum Quiz

   i saw twilight on saturday. after seven months and countless of dollars of my own money spent on merch, i finally saw what my entire life has been waiting to see. and it was amazing ! i mean, rob and kris were electric on screen and the directing was superb! alot of people are complaining because of the way catherine directed it, but i thought it was unique and cool, ya' know? like, it gave it a indie film sort of feel. besides that, the acting was good. rob suprised me. not that i haven't seen him in other stuff (loved him in the haunted airman) but the way he captured edward... was almost poetic. very, very surprising. and kristen, i wasnt the biggest fan of hers. but when she choked up at the end when edward told her to leave, i was certainly in love with her and put all my faith in the fact that she could pull off new moon whe he does actuallty leave her.

   all in all, the movie was good. but new moon isn't out until i'm a sophmore, and eclipse when i'm a senior and (if they even dare) breaking dawn when i'm a freshman in college! if i can stick to this obessession as long as i have with harry potter (a full seven years) i should be good. so let's do the mad, that's... until... 2016 crap, that's a long time.

oh, and just because this is the sexiest thing ever:

My small pale finger jumped before slowly settling back into my cardigan's soft pocket. I cringed as it scraped across the tan polyester's soft cloth skin. Why couldn't it leave me alone?

"It's really quite beautiful, you know," Esme mumbled, her long pale arms scribbling hastily through a home and garden magazine, it was just us two, in this large white living room as I waited for him to come home.
My eyes snapped up, locked in an apologetic stare with mellow vampire.
"And I'm not sure he'd be too happy with you hiding it all the time."

I blushed, igniting my porcelin skin a magnificent scarlet, "I don't hide it," I mumbled," "it just gets heavy." I scrambled for the proper word, "On my finger and all."
Esme smiled, her warm golden eyes still not parting from her magazine, "heavy," she chuckled, "right."
I nibbled aimlessly on my lower lip, listening as the thick rain pounded against the large house.

"Love'll make you do outrageous things, Bella, dear," her eyes were now glued to mine, "It makes you silly, love does. Bella he loves you with every fiber of his being. And I have no clue why you would hide such an adorable gift."
Her thin lips curled up in a smile before flipping her long caramel hair over her bony shoulder.

I sank deeper into the soft white couch, staring out of the large window as wind smacked rain harshly against it's surface. He promised he;d be here an hour ago. Where was he?
"Esme?" I gulped, "What's it like? You know- marraige?"

Esme chuckled, "Marraige?" she sat up straighter, smiling deeper at me, " I'm not going to lie and say it's all bliss," she twisted her thin hand through the moist air,  "But it is defidently a job. A two person job. Where both of you have to work. Never, ever think that just one of you can carry the weight of your marriage. Because that's impossible." she chuckled, letting her soft hair melt back over her shoulder, "But when you capture it, that-that balance, that mutual essence that then seems to ooze from your marraige is undeniable."

She was staring now out of the dark window I had been only moments ago, her hands curled aroung the hem of her deep violet pencil skirt, "This is my little boy you're marrying," she sighed, "My Edward that you're swearing to be yours." she smiled, now staring at her heeled toes before she paused, "my son I've watched grow over ninety years and flourish into the resepectable young man he is today." Her head snapped up meeting my eyes. "For years I wondered if he was going to always be alone and be so empty. And then you came along. And you brought life into him."  Her warm golden eyes were gleaming, almost as if the venom that resided there were playing the role of tears.

I gasped, Esme was crying.

"Promise me Bella, promise me you'll take good care of him for me." she choked.

I nodded, unsure of what to say, "of course, Esme, I swear."

She smiled, eyes knit with relief, "Thank you." She looked over towards the door, "here he comes."
A moment later, Edward clamored gracefully in the door, drenched with rain. His warm bronze hair was matted cold against his alabaster skin, contrasting against his soaked black jacket.

"I'm sorry I'm late," he muffled. "I was thirstier than I'd thought."
I smiled, " my heart bubbling beneath my chest.
He walked deeper into the room, his large dirty black sneakers dragging along the pale white carpet.
"Don't drag those boots across the floor!" Esme exclaimed, "You should have taken them off when you first walked in."
Edward grunted quickly slipping his shoes off and tossing them behind him.
I smiled standing up, heart fluttering, leaning forward as he embraced me into a gentle hug.
Esme smiled, "You two be careful, okay?"
I smiled, brightly , before glacing deep into Edward's warm golden eyes knit with love, "I promise."